4. Haruki Murakami, What I Talk About When I Talk About Running

I read Haruki Murakami’s What I Talk About When I Talk About Running 20 years ago, when it came out. I remember being fascinated by his account of running marathons and participating in triathlons, mostly because I’ve never been athletic and found it incredible that a man almost 20 years older than I was then could be so fit. Of course, Murakami had, at that point, been running for more than 20 years, and after that much time and that many miles, of course he was fit. After I finished the book, I must’ve lent or given it away to someone, because my copy is gone. No matter. I needed to read it again, so I got another.

Why did I need to read it again? I’m giving a talk about writing as an embodied practice next month, and I’m looking for examples of writers who talk about it that way–as something we do with our bodies as well as with our minds. I had a vague notion that Murakami observes something like that. And, yes, he does:

Writing itself is mental labor, but finishing an entire book is loser to manual labor. It doesn’t involve heavy lifting, running fast, or leaping high. . . . The whole process–sitting at your desk, focusing your mind like a laser beam, imagining something out of a blank horizon, creating a story, selecting the right words, one by one, keeping the whole flow of the story on track–requires far more energy, over a long period, than most people ever imagine. You might not move your body around, but there’s grueling, dynamic labor going on inside you. Everybody uses their mind when they think. But a writer puts on an outfit called narrative and thinks with his entire being; and for the novelist that process requires putting into play all your physical reserve, often to the point of overexertion.

I think that’s an accurate observation, although my experience is limited, compared to Murakami’s. I think it’s accurate partly because I’m convinced that our brains are not separate from our bodies, that they are part of our bodies, every bit as physical as our biceps or ulnae or kidneys.

And again I was amazed that a man my age–well, a little younger–could be so fit. I’m not unfit, not at the moment, and the other night I even jogged five kilometres home across Wascana Centre from the university, mostly because I was very late for my dinner, and I’m proud that I can do that, but compared to Murakami, I’m kind of a slug. I haven’t been running for two decades, but I’ve been walking five kilometres or so more or less daily for one, and I love what that has done for me. I crave that exercise now, and because I can’t imagine life without it, I dread the day when, because of age or injury or illness, I’ll be forced to stop. But that day has yet to arrive, thankfully.

I wonder what Murakami is up to now, 20 years later after writing What I Talk About When I Talk About Running (yes, he’s alluding to Raymond Carver, and in the afterword he thanks Tess Gallagher, Carver’s widow, for allowing him to do that). Is he still spending time in Hawaii, running in the refreshing ocean breeze? Is he still completing triathlons and struggling with the swimming and cycling parts of the race? I have no idea. I hope so, although he’s 77 now, and maybe his running has slowed to a walk. He’s still writing, though–he published a 1,200-page novel two years ago–and I’m inspired to read more of his work. Maybe not a 1,200-page epic, though; I’m not sure I have time for anything that ambitious.

Walking on a Hot August Day

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It’s a cool morning, although the forecast calls for a hot day. I slept through my alarm, which means I get to eat breakfast with Christine, although it also means getting off to a late start. I shoulder my pack and do up the waist strap. It seems to be getting lighter—or is that just an illusion? I head off down the alley. The fancy “W” graffiti on a neighbour’s wall might be a gang tag; I’ve seen it elsewhere as “Warriors.” Someone has abandoned a vacuum and a pile of brush shows the result of someone’s pruning. Someone else has planted an Ohio buckeye tree right next to a power pole; that’s not a good idea, since those trees grow very tall. At some point, SaskPower will end up pruning that tree, brutally. The dust I’m walking on is covered in confused footprints. Chickadees are singing.

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Jackrabbits are sleeping in the vacant lot that the city apparently thinks is a park. They wake up when they hear my footsteps. A dog barks. I think about John Davies’s book. He wrote about the high points of his walks, giving us a summary, whereas I’ve been writing these step-by-step accounts since the spring. Which is more readable? I’m not sure. Another dog, further up the alley, starts barking. Tomatoes share a garden with petunias. An abandoned ladder lies in the grass. More dogs are barking now. Maybe Davies’s approach, and mine, both work; maybe they are just different. I walk past a new house that I’ve heard is built across three lots. Does that mean the new owners will pay three times the property tax? The house is still unfinished; the work is taking a long time. Old folks cycle past on the flood control dike ahead of me.

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I climb up onto the dike. A Manitoba maple is covered with a golden froth of seeds. Someone has put up a notice about lost car keys. I cross Wascana Creek on the wooden footbridge. Someone has left mysterious graffiti on the bridge’s wooden arch. I hear a flurry of hammering. Someone is roofing—this early, on a Sunday? It’s a lesson in how to make oneself unpopular with one’s neighbours. I’ve put on sunscreen, as the doctor who froze off my actinic keratoses told me to do, and it’s running into my eyes. I walk past the entrance to Lakeview School. It was built in 1930, and I wonder if construction started before the extent of the Great Depression was understood, or if it was a response to the stock-market crash, a make-work project. I turn south on Garnet Street. A squirrel scrambles up an elm tree. This neighbourhood’s built environment is changing, with new, modernist boxes juxtaposed against the older, more modest houses. It reminds me of Chicago’s Bucktown neighbourhood. I turn west on McCallum Avenue, named after one of the developers responsible for this neighbourhood, back before the First World War. I pass a boxy United Church and a front yard covered in junipers. To the north, I hear a freight train blowing its horn as it approaches the level crossing on Elphinstone Street. I can hear the locomotives rumbling this far from the tracks. Sound travels far on a quiet morning like this one.

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Sculptures of fantastic creatures sit beside someone’s driveway. In the distance, I can hear church bells. A large vegetable garden covers someone else’s front yard. Rudbeckia flames in the morning light. I walk south on Queen Street, which is interrupted by Grassick Avenue after one block. A husky being walked on the par-three golf course resembles a coyote. I turn south on Kings Road. The golf course is busy. Christine played with one of her friends on Friday and came home saying she has a natural gift for golf. A cryptic sign plays with the conventions of lost and found. It’s getting hot already, and I’m starting to sweat. A battered, classic VW Beetle sits in a driveway. I turn west on Hill Avenue, named after the other developer who built this neighbourhood, and one of this city’s richest families. An ear worm is bothering me: Lou Reed’s “Busload of Faith.” Is that appropriate for a Sunday morning walk past silent churches? I turn south on Queen Street—why does it carry the same name as the street further east and north?—and a jogger passes, a young woman I taught last year, I think. Geese fly overhead, honking. 

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I stop to look at our allotment garden. This is our last year here, and it makes me feel sad. I’m tired of the allotment’s inexplicable rules—just yesterday, we were warned that straw mulch is prohibited, which makes little sense in such a dry place, since mulch helps to conserve soil moisture—and the way that those rules are enforced through inspections and rude e-mails. After ten years here, I’ve grown tired of the way the allotment is run, but it still feels like a loss. I tried a three-sisters garden this year, and it hasn’t quite worked. The squash is flowering, but there isn’t much fruit, and the pole beans aren’t climbing the corn plants. Maybe I planted the corn too close together? It’s hard to say. I think it’s more of a success than the last time I tried this method, though, when the beans grew too quickly and ended up pulling the corn plants over. A volunteer sunflower has appeared, and a volunteer dill (a prohibited plant in this garden, along with roses and horseradish, for some reason) is in flower. The last rhubarb plant waits to be dug up and taken home. I notice several small summer squashes. A bumblebee dances on a corn leaf. Thistles and sow thistles are hidden in the thick planting. The neighbour’s cucumbers are growing into our potatoes. 

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I pick a few weeds, including a giant ragweed, and then carry on south on Queen Street. More geese fly past, a sign of the approaching autumn. I put on more sunscreen. A discarded mask lies on a driveway. I can hear the traffic roaring past on Lewvan Drive. I turn west on 25th Avenue. There are no sidewalks here, just a desire path next to the road. I’m walking in the shade of a row of poplar trees. Then I take a shortcut through a parking lot. One net is up at the neighbouring beach volleyball court. A gopher runs across a mown lawn towards its hole. As I get closer, it sounds an alarm and disappears inside. Now I’m walking south on Pasqua Street, another road without sidewalks. It’s dangerous here. I press the beg button at Parliament Avenue and wait to cross. When the light changes, I carry on walking west, past a deep excavation, a grassy hole that’s intended to capture storm water, I think. Another pedestrian is waiting to cross Lewvan Drive. He steps out into the road against the light—not a good idea. I wait until the light turns green, and I barely get across before the light turns red again. A Tim Horton’s tempts with sugar and fat and caffeine, but I keep walking. The Harbour Landing billboards I mocked earlier this summer have been repaired. A fence around a vacant lot promises more construction. My eyes burn as more sunscreen drips into them. A telephone switching box has been broken open.

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Another pedestrian approaches, followed by a jogger and a cyclist. Across the street, construction of an office building carries on even though it’s a Sunday. A radio plays music. There’s a cooling wind starting to blow from the northwest. A row of Rocky Mountain junipers is dying beside a concrete wall. Two guys on riding mowers are cutting down a field of wild sunflowers. I turn south on Campbell Street. There is fresh tar on the road and it fills the air with the smell of oil. To the west is a huge field of lentils; behind it, I can see the Bypass. On the other side of the wooden fence beside the road, I can hear the mowers humming and snapping. Pedestrians have left footprints on the road’s tarred surface. Something in my pack is making a slapping sound; maybe it’s the water I’m carrying. Now there are new houses beyond the fence; some unfinished, some occupied. A gopher repeatedly whistles its alarm. Willow trees surround sloughs in the lentil field. Crickets are singing. The wind has subsided into a gentle breeze. My plantar fasciitis is starting to hurt. The houses on the other side of the fence are all occupied now; I can see awnings, curtains, patio umbrellas, the spray of a sprinkler. I’m leaving footprints in the tar, just like everyone else who has come this way. 

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There are so many annual sunflowers here, in yards, beside fences. That’s not surprising; annual sunflowers are among the first native plants to move into disturbed spaces, and this is a textbook example of a disturbed space. Smoke is rising in someone’s backyard, and I wonder who would be barbecuing at ten o’clock in the morning. I manage to peek over the fence: it’s a smoker, not a barbecue. Someone is cooking dinner. A cyclist passes with a dog running alongside. I can hear a lawn mower. I pass the offices of the Sherwood rural municipality, and decide that Campbell Street must mark the city limit. I hear a train horn far behind me. The cyclist with the dog has turned around and is heading back in my direction. She’s cautious; the dog isn’t friendly, it seems. I’m not noticing the smell of tar any more. Wasps are flying around me.

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There’s a concrete barrier across Campbell Street at Gordon Road. I walk around the barrier and keep going south. Kids are walking in a field of ripening barley. The complicated highway overpass where the Ring Road meets the Bypass is in the background. Hotdog buns moulder in the road. I reach a pipeline right-of-way and decide to turn back east. Steel fences separate the neighbouring houses from the right-of-way. A rabbit runs through the fence and across a vacant lot; another runs past me. I can hear an electric saw and what seems to be an argument—raised voices, anyway. I notice an alley, an odd feature in a new development, and hear a dog’s muffled barking. I realize I don’t know the name of the street I’m walking on, but that I know where I am, more or less. I’ve crossed a boundary from new Harbour Landing to an older neighbourhood; here there are maturing trees, the concrete driveways are scuffed and stained, and some of the houses need paint. A sign asks passersby to watch for a lost cat. Grackles squeak in a park, and a robin flies out of a row of trees—a few aspens, a Russian olive. A female robin sits on a branch, preening and watching me. The street I’m walking on turns south and then back west again, and I decide to retrace my steps and walk through that park. I have a sense of being caught in a maze of streets. I notice a familiar site—a park built on top of the pipeline right-of-way—and turn east again. The houses here are small, the lots tiny. I sit on a rock in the park for a minute. All of these little houses, I realize, are duplexes. They are big enough to contain two bachelor apartments. I wonder if one of those units is in the basement. A strange symbol is cast into the concrete trash can and I wonder what it means.

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I decide to start walking again. Now I’m passing blocks of condominiums. I can smell natural gas. A tiny plastic monkey is lying on a lawn. Behind the neighbouring stories, more construction is underway. I decide to stop for coffee and an early lunch. Afterwards, I carry on towards Gordon Road. A ghostly voice echoes from a home-improvement store, and a frog is croaking somewhere. A police car is blocking the intersection at Gordon Road; there’s been a car accident. I pass an abandoned shopping cart, and I wonder if it’s the same one I passed here weeks ago, or if it’s a different one. To the right is the Lancaster, the pub where I used to watch football with my friends, before the pandemic. I miss the light at Lewvan Drive, and push the beg button and wait to cross. Once again, I barely get across before the light turns red. How do older people, or folks with physical disabilities, get across this busy road? The city needs to think about the needs of pedestrians. Sidewalk hieroglyphics have something to do with buried SaskPower cables.

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It’s close to noon now, and the traffic is heavy; the city is awake. Signs advertise exterminators, painting, and garage sales. Garbage left in a bus shelter looks like the aftereffects of the mugging of a tourist: a men’s razor, nail clippers, bank cards, a toothbrush. A phalanx of Harley Davidsons rumbles past. I walk past a shattered car headlight and a lost shirt. My plantar fasciitis is hurting now; my sense on my last long walk that it was getting better has turned out to be overly optimistic. Another mask lies next to the sidewalk. What is wrong with people? I check my phone; I’m halfway to my goal for today’s walk. My pack is getting very heavy. The Rainbow Towers is an apartment building painted in two colours, blue and white. An incredibly loud hot rod passes—a late-model Mustang—roaring and spitting. Applebees is advertising two dollar Bud Light. Who would want it, even at that price? A horn honks and a turbo diesel pickup whistles past. A dead pigeon lies beside a telephone switching box.

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I cross Albert Street and keep going east. I see another concrete trash can and realize that the symbol on the side is an invitation to put something inside. I smell lighter fluid and burning charcoal. A dog parks. I’m in Whitmore Park now. I’ve heard that this neighbourhood used to be a large slough. It was filled in and houses were built on top. Now those 50-year-old houses need new basements. It’s close to the university, though, and that attracts faculty and students. I walk along Grant Road. It’s been an hour since I stopped for coffee, and I’m starting to stagger under the weight of my pack. My ear worm has changed: now it’s Neil Young’s “Winterlong.” My eyes are burning from sweat and sunscreen. I pass a park without benches. A couple is sitting in the shade in front of their house. Without thinking, I stop, drop my pack on the ground, and sit at the foot of a tree. It’s too hot to walk in the heat of the noon sun. I stretch my Achilles tendon—the source of my plantar fasciitis problem—and rest. After 10 or 15 minutes, I stand up, shoulder my pack, and start walking again. 

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A little girl riding a bike asks what I’m doing. She’s maybe six years old; she’s missing her two front teeth. “I’m out for a walk,” I tell her. I pass another vegetable garden in someone’s front yard. I can hear someone mowing their lawn. My pack feels lighter after my rest, but my plantar fasciitis is still hurting. I pass another abandoned mask. I smell burning charcoal again. I thought I was the only holdout, the only one still using charcoal instead of propane, but clearly I was wrong. The sidewalk ends, and I cross the road. I walk by a huge community garden. I wonder what it’s like gardening there. Two joggers pass, and a pedestrian says hello. I notice that my camera battery is almost dead. A fence is made out of cardboard. Bindweed covers the grass beside the sidewalk with white flowers. I push the beg button and wait to cross Wascana Parkway. Crickets are singing in the research park. I hear a rumble of machinery in the distance. An ambulance passes, siren wailing, on Ring Road. There are benches next to the buildings in the research park, but they aren’t shady, so I keep walking. I cross into the university campus. My friend Gerry, a sculptor, rides by on his bicycle and we say hello. A Brinks truck rumbles by. Two women pass, walking much faster than me. I see a shady bench beside the lake and sit down. It feels good, but I know there are no shady benches near the Bypass, and I realize that if this walk is hard, that one will be even harder.

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A dozen cyclists and pedestrians pass me, and I wonder if the path through the park is too busy to walk on. Which way do I want to go? I can see a gas flare at the refinery from where I’m sitting. The poplar leaves are turning yellow. A duck quacks and a pelican floats in the middle of the lake. Finally, I decide to take the long way home, looping around the big end of Wascana Lake. I shoulder my pack again and start walking. Rubber gloves, shredded by a lawn mower, lie in the grass. I put on more sunscreen. The walk home becomes a long, hot trudge. I pass Lionel Peyachew’s Four Directions sculpture, First Nations University of Canada, and a failed prairie restoration project, all thistles and quack grass and wormwood. I walk alongside Ring Road and cross the bridge over Wascana Creek. I pass the park greenhouses. A bumblebee lands on me, mistaking my sweat for something tasty. I pass the Habitat Conservation Area and Goose Island Overlook (one of this city’s only hills, made of material dredged from Wascana Lake in the 1930s). I pass tiny blue asters growing in the dry grass and the bone of some creature. I pass the busy skate park and the quiet Science Centre. I pass picnicking families. I stop to sit at a picnic table for a while and wonder how much farther I can walk. Then I pick up my pack and carry on.

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A SUV drives past me, leaving an unwelcome ear worm: Billy Joel’s “Uptown Girls.” The number 300 has been repeatedly painted on the path, and I wonder what that means. A crow squawks. I turn north on Broad Street. I smell more charcoal smoke. I see another discarded mask. My camera finally dies. I cut across the park. I pass what used to be Wascana Pool, now a shallow hole in the ground inside a fence. How sad for people who liked swimming outside. I pass the new credit union headquarters. Why is that building in the park, part of the university’s College Avenue campus? Could it be the result of consistent underfunding by the province, which led the university to become a real estate developer? Or because the province doesn’t care about keeping Wascana Park as a park? I turn west on College Avenue, passing a dead squirrel and two seniors who are walking even more slowly than me. I cross Albert Street. I walk past the Unitarian Fellowship and the high-rise apartment building and the lovely gardens and Crescents school, enjoying the shade of the elm trees along the street. And then I’m home. I’ve walked farther than I had anticipated. My plantar fasciitis seems to have subsided. I’m tired but satisfied. 

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Walking on a Hot Summer Morning

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I left the house earlier than I did on Tuesday, but still not early enough to beat the heat. I should’ve set the alarm and left before seven o’clock, but I didn’t, and I dithered at my computer while the sun got higher in the sky. Eventually I tied my boots and started walking. I walked down the alley beside our house and out onto the street behind. Patterns of light and shade dappled the sidewalk underneath the street elms. I noticed a garden of native plants—Canada wild rye, pink onion, sage, fleabane, asters, wild columbine—next to green peppers and rhubarb. Down the street, a line of sunflowers, tall and thin, stood against someone’s front porch. The elm trees made me think of Ariel Gordon’s book, Treed, where she describes the thousands of elm trees Winnipeg loses to Dutch elm disease every year—so many that the infected trees sometimes stand for months, marked by an orange splash of paint, waiting to be removed. This city loses a handful of elms each year, and the dying trees are quickly taken down. Because I was thinking about elms, I took a few photographs of their crowns against the sky.

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Across the street, a gardener was weeding something she had planted in a wire cage, probably to keep the jackrabbits from eating it. The sound of a fountain in a front yard was cool and inviting. A squirrel scrambled up a tree. I put on some sunscreen, leaving my hands greasy. I have to be careful; I’m at the age where I can see where my skin has been damaged by too much sun, and the patches of actinic keratosis on my face—precancerous lesions—remind me that I have been careless in the past. They also remind me that it’s time to make an appointment to get them removed, before they become something nasty. At the corner of 19th Avenue, I ran into Chris, a graduate student in the Department of English who is working for the government while he finishes his degree. We talked about the university’s response to the pandemic and the nonfunctional beg button at the crosswalk on Albert Street. “I’ve waited five minutes for the light to change,” he said. “I don’t think the button is connected to anything.” Chris was headed to work; his job involves a lot of paper files and it’s difficult to do from home. We wished each other a good day and I headed into Wascana Centre.

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I hadn’t planned to walk through the park, but there I was anyway. A flock of geese and gulls was congregated on the lawn next to a bench. On the lake, a lone female mallard was swimming. Sprinklers were watering the grass and the trees, as well as the path. I noticed the memorial for a young man who killed himself in the lake just a few months ago; apparently, when he went to the hospital in distress, he was removed by security. It was during the early days of the pandemic, when everyone was on edge, but the callousness of the hospital staff defies reason. And now that young man is dead. A cyclist passed, and a Bobcat was spreading and smoothing sand along the shore. A broken whiskey bottle lay next to the path. A new, more permanent sign telling pedestrians which way they are supposed to be walking was stuck to the path, and I wondered whether this one-way traffic will be the new normal. 

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I was sweating already. I saw a poster advertising self-guided nature hikes, suitable for children bored by the pandemic’s restrictions. Two kayakers floated past and, behind them, someone was on a stand-up paddleboard. He wasn’t wearing a wet suit, and the water is a dirty green colour; I wouldn’t want to fall in. Maybe he has excellent balance. A faded plaque said very little. I heard the slap of waves against the paddleboard. The bicycle racks at the lookout were empty, but a couple were watching the lake. A Wascana Centre employee parked his truck and strode purposefully towards the lookout. He disappeared through a locked door, and moments later, a machine inside roared to life. A woman pushed her child in a stroller. Joggers and cyclists passed. I was breathing heavily now; it was getting hot in the sun. I stopped to drink some water. 

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At Broad Street, I pressed the beg button and wait to cross. I noticed the way my backpack creaks. I’m carrying a full pack again—three days of food and water and a bivvy sack—and it’s heavy, especially the water. I heard a tractor behind a row of trees and wondered if someone is having their backyard landscaped. Sweat ran into my eyes. I stopped, fished out my handkerchief, and wiped them. Across the road, a row of willows stood; many of their branches were dead after the long winter. A woman with a bluetooth headset seemed to be talking loudly to herself. The skate park was nearly empty; only one small child was skateboarding, watched by his mother. Perhaps the heat was keeping others inside. Two geese were standing nearby. The sidewalk ended and I stepped onto the desire path. Desire paths, according to a tweet by Robert Macfarlane, are “paths & tracks made over time by the wishes & feet of walkers, especially those paths that run contrary to design or planning” (@RobGMacfarlane). The sidewalks in this city tend to be constructed somewhat erratically, and desire paths often take over when the official concrete walkways stop. Behind me, a little girl complained about bees. Sweat was burning my eyes again. 

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Wild liquorice was growing beside the path. I tried to figure out what the shrubs behind it might be. Gooseberries? No, currants, I decided. More sweat had dripped into my eyes. I realize that my shirt was soaked with sweat. The soft dirt path was capturing footprints perfectly. A bird was singing in a nearby chokecherry tree, but I couldn’t tell what kind. The song seemed familiar. Was it a goldfinch? I walked closer, peering into the leaves. I whispered to the unseen bird. And then, there is was: an American goldfinch. How did I guess that? The white flowers of bindweed covered the grass, and on the lake a chorus of geese began honking and just as suddenly stopped. 

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The heat reminded me of my walk to Wood Mountain two years ago. I found the notebook I kept during that walk recently, and it tells a different story from the blog entries I posted here. The heat made walking very difficult. I would bargain with myself: get to that next hay bale in the ditch and then you can sit down, I would say. The worst day, of course, was the one when I ran out of water. It was arduous, but I did it anyway. How? Was I that much fitter two years ago? More determined? My pack must’ve been heavier; I would’ve been carrying more gear, more food, and eventually, more water, too. Across the lake I could hear a loud machine running. A newly paved parking lot sat across the road. The only other people in view was a family out for a walk. One of their toddlers was grizzling. 

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A large fly hit me in the face and kept on with its journey. Sunflowers were growing in the grass beside the path on one of the city’s two hills. This one was made out of material taken from Wascana Lake when it was deepened in the 1930s; the other is the landfill. Usually I would see runners sprinting up the desire paths on the hill, building their strength; today no one was around, probably because of the heat. Then a group of cyclists passed me. My friends Kathryn and Paul-Henrik were among them. We stopped to chat; we’re going to meet tonight for a drink. They have no car and cycle everywhere, a brave decision in this city. I stepped over a ladybug on the path. Crickets were singing in the uncut grass of the conservation area; the neatly mown lawn next to it was silent. 

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I saw a single bur oak beside path—along with trembling aspens, my favourite tree—and I took a photograph. Ahead I could see the bridge over the Ring Road. My eyes were burning again. I passed more bur oaks between a grove of poplars and some Colorado blue spruce trees.  More people were walking on the path now, despite the heat. I climbed the hill to the overpass. Someone had thrown trash beside the highway, on the other side of a fence; thistles were in flower beside the path. Yellow-flowered clematis was climbing the fence, and a bee was fumbling the blossoms. A city employee was smoking a cigarette beside her parked vehicle; she crushed the butt with her foot, climbed in, and drove away. A white cabbage moth flew towards me. I noticed that my notepad was getting sweaty. I was approaching one of my favourite places to walk: a gravel path beside Assiniboine Avenue. A row of poplars and willows had been brutally pruned underneath a power line, and I thought about Ariel Gordon’s notion that the artificial trees represented by power poles take precedence over living trees. A broken and abandoned umbrella was lying on the grass, bearing a cartoon of the Incredible Hulk. Nearby a ripening tomato lay next to a telephone switching box. At the corner, a short funeral procession was heading into the cemetery across the street; there were few cars, probably because of Covid-19 restrictions. I pushed the beg button and waited to cross. When the light changed, I turned and began the long slog down University Park Drive.

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Under the ash trees planted next to the sidewalk it was shady, and a cool breeze blew from the north. A dog in a window barked at me. A vintage Chrysler Imperial cruised past. It was garbage day, and a row of wheelie bins—plastic soldiers of waste management—was lined up in a row along the curb. Another garage was being added to a house. The weight of my pack threw me off when I turned to take a photograph, and I realized that, without walking poles, I need to be careful. I pressed the beg button at Arcola Avenue and waited to cross. The sky was cloudless and the pavement shimmered in the heat. Kids on BMX bikes were waiting on the other side of the wide street for the light to change. When it did, the light was barely long enough for us all to make our crossing. I notice a sign: Body Sculpting Regina. Thirty years ago, I looked like a Giacometti sculpture; today I look more like a Henry Moore. Somehow, though, I don’t think that’s the kind of sculpting they have in mind.

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I pressed yet another beg button at Truesdale Drive. The xeriscape beside the sidewalk amounted to a stretch of weedy gravel reflecting heat in my direction. I longed for the cool breeze I felt when I turned onto University Park Drive. Then there was no shade at all; I was walking alongside a bald park through which Pilot Butte Creek runs. The air was like a furnace. The breeze reappeared and then disappeared just as quickly. At Arens Road I pressed another beg button. A lawnmower was rumbling across the road. It was too hot to take more photographs. I stopped for lunch and, as I ate, I wondered how much farther I could go. I wasn’t sure I could walk all the way back home—not in this heat. Because we’re going out tonight, I didn’t want to risk heat exhaustion; it makes me unpleasant company. After eating, I made my decision: I would walk to the drugstore in the mall across the way, buy some necessaries, and call home for a ride. Sometimes discretion is the better part of valour.

Works Cited

@RobGMacfarlane. “Word(s) of the day: desire lines.” Twitter, 25 March 2018, 12:00 a.m., https://twitter.com/RobGMacfarlane/status/977787226133278725.

Gordon, Ariel. Treed: Walking in Canada’s Urban Forests, Wolsak & Wynn, 2019.

 

New Year’s Eve Walk Around the Lake

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PC310658.JPGI was mentally and physically incapable of reading anything this morning. Mentally, I was exhausted; physically, I was not up to the work of reading. As I’ve discovered, sitting still for hours, reading and taking notes, is physical labour. When I was younger, it was easier. Now it makes my knees ache: the same feeling I get when I’m crammed into an economy-class seat on a transatlantic flight. Google tells me this condition is called chondromalacia, that it’s caused by the breakdown of cartilage under the kneecap. The point is that sitting for hours reading and writing hurts. And this morning I needed a day off. My goal was to reach 125 texts by Monday, when classes begin again. 130 would be even better: that would be 10 books or articles for each month I’ve been working at this project. But I might not get there. I need a rest.

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PC310675.JPGChristine and I left to walk around the lake about noon. We followed the path on the south side of the lake. We met a friendly man with an equally friendly silver Labrador retriever named Striker. We saw lots of people enjoying the sunshine and the mild temperatures. At this time of year, temperatures in the minus single digits is a gift, especially if the sun is out. There is an ice rink in a flooded parking lot, and it was pretty busy. There was a time when we could skate on the lake, but since the aeration equipment was installed to keep the lake from smelling like rotten eggs when the ice melts in the spring, it’s no longer safe. We stopped at the café where we always stop, the Naked Bean, for coffee and something to eat. Then Christine headed home, and I headed for the east side of the lake.

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Once you cross Broad Street, there are always fewer people in the park; all the action is on the west side. I saw a kid wearing a bright red MAGA hat cross-country skiing: perhaps a true believer, home from college in the States, hoping to scandalize people here with his support for the Impeached One? I saw runners and walkers. “You’ve got to get out in this weather while we’ve got it,” one woman told me. Oh, yes. The weather could turn any day now, leaving a balmy day like this one a memory. Remember, minus 30 would be a more seasonable temperature. I was surprised to see something new: the paved trail has been extended past the city’s one hill. How did I miss that? When did I last walk this way? Six months ago? The Provincial Capital Commission has been busy. I’m not a huge fan of paved trails, but it’s safer than walking on the narrow road, and that’s an improvement.

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The sky started to cloud over just as magic hour began. My back was starting to hurt from the exercise, another sign that I need to get away from my desk more often. I called Christine. “Want to meet at the pub for a New Year’s Eve drink?” I asked. She did. I left the park and walked up Albert Street. We met and toasted the end of 2019. Then we headed for home.

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Best wishes for a happy 2020 to everyone reading this. I hope next year brings you what you’re hoping for. It’s going to bring me a lot of work, but I’m pretty sure I’m up to the task–as long as my knees hold out.

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A Walk Around Town

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I was particularly cranky this morning, partly because I didn’t get enough sleep, and partly because I’ve been sitting at my little table day and night since we returned from Scotland. It was time to go for a walk.

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This wasn’t going to be nonfunctional walking; I had errands to run (books to pick up at the university, things to buy at London Drugs). But one might consider it dysfunctional walking. After all, why walk four hours in the 30 degree heat when it’s so much easier to get in the car and turn on the air-conditioning? Because I’m looking ahead to the walk I’m participating in a couple of weeks from now, and I need to get used to walking in the heat.

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I should have been thinking about the article I’m trying to write, but instead I considered the elm trees that grace the older neighbourhoods in this city. In some places they create a canopy of green that shades the entire street in the summer. I’d never seen an elm tree before moving to Saskatchewan; at least I didn’t think I had. Dutch elm disease had wiped out all the elms in my home town in the 1950s, where no doubt they were just as lovely as they are here. And the destruction of Toronto’s elm trees seems to have been taken as an opportunity to widen streets in the centre of the city. A few years back, though, I was walking on Wellington St. in Ottawa, just west of Parliament Hill, and there they were: elm trees that somehow escaped the scourge. Someday I’m going to see the forest of elms near Carrot River, which is supposed to be full of grouse growing fat on elm seeds, with an understory of wild grape.

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There are elms in the park, too, but today there were few people walking or cycling on the paths under them. Maybe people think it’s too hot to be outside. I don’t know. Most of the people I did see were wearing green; the Saskatchewan Roughriders are playing in Montreal tonight, and they are showing their support by wearing the team colours. Most of the people in this city support the Riders–except the ones living in this house.

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From the university, I headed west, towards Harbour Landing in the city’s southwest corner, and the Grasslands retail development there. Grasslands is an asphalt desert, a good ten degrees hotter than the rest of the city. No one is caring for the shrubs planted around the parking lots, and they look like they are dying. I got what I needed–two HDMI cables: why do they just quit working without any warning?–and drank iced coffee in a noisy café. Then I started walking north. I was the only person walking. The lack of pedestrians explains why the city cares so little about sidewalks. Why bother, when everyone drives everywhere?

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One of the things I wanted to do on this walk was try out the waterproof camera I bought when we got back from Scotland. It’s light, small enough to fit in a shirt pocket, and makes a lot more sense to carry than the monster that swung around my neck while we walked the Whithorn Way. Besides, if a camera is going to fail in the rain, it’s not going to be much good on a long walk.

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I walked through a construction site and then up Queen St., where our allotment is, and I stopped to see how things are doing. The heliopolis and echinacea that survived the winter are quite happy. Despite my work weeding the path, the knotweed–at least I think that’s what it is–is back. I’ll have to return tomorrow to try again.

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At the little supermarket on Hill Ave., I bought an iced tea and drank it as I continued walking towards home. It was pretty good: it wasn’t too sweet, and although it could’ve been colder, it hit the spot. I crossed the footbridge over Wascana Creek and carried on until I got home.

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Tonight, we’re supposed to walk around the lake with friends. To be honest, I’ve walked enough today, but since we’ll be going to the pub afterwards, I think I can do a few more kilometres–that is, unless the thunder rumbling in the distance leads everyone to cancel. The rain could play havoc with the Regina Folk Festival and the Garth Brooks show, too. Or it could blow over. We’ll know soon enough.

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Apple TV Walk

Christine read Edward St. Aubyn’s Patrick Melrose books a while back, and when we learned that they were going to be turned into a TV series starring Benedict Cumberbatch, she wanted to see it. The series is carried by Crave in Canada, but we’ve had trouble with Crave’s app not working on our TV–so much trouble that I abandoned our subscription in disgust. Maybe, though, it would work if we had one of those Apple TV boxes. It’s worth a try, I thought, and if it doesn’t work, we could watch Borgen, which everyone raves about and which is only available through Apple. So yesterday I walked to the big-box retail jungle of the city’s east end, a 20-kilometre round trip, to buy an Apple TV box for Christine.

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After I left the house, I noticed the first flowers on the western Canadian violet that covers the shady areas in our front yard. I also noticed some creeping bellflower mixed in with it. I hate creeping bellflower–it’s a terrible weed, and if left alone, it will simply take over–so I put the walk on hold and started pulling it out. I didn’t get the roots, so it’ll be back, but I didn’t want to disturb the violets and wild strawberries too much, either. Around the corner, a jackrabbit was sitting in the alley, inspecting the neighbour’s vegetable plot.

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The street elms are beginning to leaf out. In another week or two, the streets will feel like green leafy tunnels again.

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The path around the small end of the lake was busy. The Sikh community was having a parade, and there was some kind of run going on, and the usual cyclists and dog walkers and families were simply enjoying the sun. The big end of the lake, though, on the other side of the bridge, was, as usual, pretty empty, with just a few runners and cyclists on the path. I did see my friends Katherine and Paul-Henrik on their bikes, but I didn’t think to try to take their photographs.

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I walked past an ambitious prairie restoration project that hasn’t worked out very well. Where the native grassland has been ploughed under, the soil is now filled with the seeds of invasive Eurasian weeds and agronomic grass species, and those introduced plants will outcompete indigenous plants every time–unless the restoration project is managed very carefully, which never happens. So instead of a field of June grass and little bluestem and blue grama grass, of gallardia and coneflower and asters, you end up with an expanse of quack grass and thistles. It’s almost inevitable. The lesson I take away from this sad truth: stop destroying native grassland, because once it’s gone, you can’t get it back.

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I crossed the highway and walked along Assiniboine Avenue. It’s one of my favourite places to walk in this city, because the sidewalk turns into a gravel path, which reminds me of walking on similar paths along Spanish highways. It’s only 300 or 400 metres, but I like the relative softness of gravel underfoot, instead of pavement.

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A footpath runs through a park from Assiniboine Avenue to Arens Rd., and I like that walk, too. It runs past a planting of bur oaks and along Pilot Butte Creek. The creek is very low this spring, because last year’s drought is continuing, but it still provides a home for mallard ducks and red-winged blackbirds.

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I stopped for lunch and then pressed on to Best Buy. Then, with an Apple TV box in my backpack, I started walking back west.

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I’ve been thinking about the difference between walking and driving lately, partly because at a symposium last fall, a colleague talked about his experience of the landscape being framed by the windshield of his car, and how that framing affects that experience. My immediate response was to think, “then get out of your car and walk,” but that’s not an option for most people. After all, walking 30 kilometres will take six or seven hours, but you can drive that distance in 20 minutes. So, given its slowness, given the physical exertion that it takes, why bother to walk? The answer, of course, is that you walk because it’s slow, because it takes physical exertion, but more importantly, because it allows for a deeper engagement with place, even a place as relatively unappealing as the suburbs of a small prairie city. In the glass and steel bubble of an automobile, you don’t hear or feel very much. Walking is very different. As I walked yesterday, I thought about what I was feeling and hearing and smelling, about the kind of sensory experiences I wouldn’t be having if I were driving. I saw the same things–the sky, the grass, birds, other people–but without the enframing a windshield creates. I heard birds singing, mostly red-winged blackbirds and grackles, and the omnipresent hum of distant traffic, and the constant sound of the wind. I smelled charcoal burning, as family picnics began around the grills provided by the park authorities. I heard my feet crunching on the occasional gravel path, the thud of the rubber tips of my walking poles on the more typical concrete or pavement, dogs barking. I felt the warmth of the sun and, simultaneously, the coolness of the breeze, and the heat and sting of blisters forming, followed by the explosion of pain when one of those blisters burst. Yes, nobody wants to experience that, but discomfort and fatigue is part of walking, too. Besides, I haven’t figured out how to toughen my feet so that they won’t blister except by walking.

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I walked through the park (including a climb up one of the city’s two hills–the other is the landfill) and into my home neighbourhood. I bumped into my friends Kerri and Jess, who were out walking their dogs, but of course I forgot to take a photograph. “People should have to walk if they’re going to buy something,” Kerri said. “That’s how I stopped drinking pop when I was at university–there was just no way I was going to carry it home.” They carried on with their walk, and I limped home on my blistered feet, where I had a well-deserved beer and watched the last two periods of the Jets-Knights hockey game. Today, I’m going to have to catch up on the yard work I didn’t get done yesterday–and I’m going to have to set up the Apple TV thing–but all of that is a fair tradeoff for being able to walk across town yesterday.

 

 

Sunday South End Walk

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In less than a month, we’ll be walking some 300 kilometres through southwestern Saskatchewan, from Swift Current to Battleford, following the route of a trail used by settlers, Métis traders and buffalo hunters, and First Nations. (You can learn more about that walk here.) The days will be relatively short–just 20 or 25 kilometres–but it’s going to be hot and there will be little shade, and I need to get ready for both the heat and the distance. So does Christine, my walking partner. But we’re at different stages in our training. I’ve been walking 25 kilometres when I go for a walking, but Christine has been covering 12 or 14 kilometres. (I started walking before she did this year, almost as soon as the snow melted in April.) We wanted to walk together today, but how were we to do that, given our different needs and goals and distances?

Obviously, we needed to compromise. Christine is very methodical and concerned about getting injured. Injuries happen–a good friend of mine had to abandon a walk in France a while back because he ended up with a stress fracture. So Christine is right to be concerned. We talked about where we could go. I suggested we try walking around the lake and then through the neighbourhoods in the south end of the city. That should add up to 15 or 16 kilometres, I said. Christine thought that would be okay. And off we went.

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We got to the only hill in the city–the Goose Island Overlook–and climbed it. You have to take your interval training where you find it, and unless you want to climb stairs in an office building, you need to make use of the Goose Island Overlook. Halfway to the top, a young fellow stopped us. He was in his twenties, from somewhere in south Asia. “Excuse me,” he said. “Can I ask you a question? You see, I’m new in this city, and I have to ask you: what motivates you to get up every morning and walk around the lake?” We explained that we were training for a longer walk in August, and that I’d walked 1,000 kilometres in Spain four years ago. “I could never do that,” he said. “It’s all I can do to drive here and then go home and have a cigarette.” “You’d be surprised,” I said. “When I was in my twenties, I couldn’t have imagined walking across Spain. But when I turned 50, I did it.” He wished us well and we finished climbing the hill.

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We finished walking around the lake. We went through the university campus, past a stand of fireweed on the shore of the lake, and headed back into the city. By the time we got to Albert Street, some 12 kilometres into our walk, we were thinking about lunch.

“We could have salad at the Lancaster Taphouse, on the patio.”

“They have salad?”

“Every place has salad.”

“I don’t feel like sitting in a bar. What about the Japanese place in the mall?”

“That’ll be too much food. What about the falafel place in Harbour Landing?”

“Okay. Let’s go there.”

And that’s what we did. We walked along Gordon Road to Harbour Landing, a new commercial and residential development on the southwest corner of the city, right under the airport’s flightpath. We ate falafel. And then we turned north, towards home.

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It was getting hot. And the walk had turned out to be longer than I’d anticipated–some 21 kilometres. But we made it home without any symptoms of heat exhaustion, without any injuries. All is well. And now it’s time for a cool drink in the shade.

 

 

 

Mid-January Sunday Afternoon Walk

It was sunny and warm today–well, warm for the middle of January, minus 10 or so–and rather than chip away at my to-do list, I went for a walk. Lots of other people had the same idea. As usual, I went around the lake. Maybe next time I’ll take a different route. But this afternoon, I figured I’d feel like having a coffee after 11 kilometres, so I followed a path with a café at that point. Then I went home and made dinner. Tonight I’m going to relax and watch the last episode of Sherlock. I’ll worry about the to-do list tomorrow.

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Walking to Work at Minus 39 Degrees

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What’s it like walking five kilometres to work when the windchill is minus 39 degrees? Surprisingly warm, as it turned out. This morning, I must’ve been wearing one layer too many, because I was quite perspired by the time I got to my office. Even my hands were sweaty in my mitts.

My twin concessions to the cold were to pull my balaclava up over the end of my nose (which meant removing my glasses, which would’ve otherwise fogged up and frosted over), and to pull up the hood of my light gore-tex windbreaker. Perhaps it was the hood, but I was a lot warmer today than I was yesterday, when the mercury was a good 10 or 15 degrees higher.

I wonder if the hysteria about the cold–the endless extreme cold warnings on the radio, for example–is necessary. Of course, if you don’t have a place to live, these temperatures could easily be deadly. But for most of us, going outside needn’t present any insurmountable difficulties–as long as we dress for the cold. And if that means having to cover up exposed skin to avoid frostbite, well, that’s what it means. We live in this climate and we have to come to terms with that fact, don’t we?

 

New Year’s Walk Around Wascana Lake

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I walked around both sides of Wascana Lake this afternoon. It was a cold day. Just before I left, I heard the weather report put the day’s high temperature here at minus 21. That’s cold, but not too cold. Cold enough to make the snow squeak under your boots, but not so cold that your nostrils freeze when you inhale. Cold enough to need mitts instead of gloves, but not so cold that you need to wear gloves inside your mitts, too. As usual, the challenge for me was to keep from getting too warm and sweaty instead of worrying about the cold.

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The side streets have been polished to treacherous glass by passing vehicles. The footpaths in the park are easier walking, even where they’ve drifted over. The sky was overcast, so my photographs aren’t that interesting. Still, if the sky had been clear, the temperature would’ve been a good ten degrees colder. Thankfully there was little wind. Even a slight breeze can end up flaying exposed skin at minus 21.

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Knowing that people are stupid and litigious, the park authority has festooned the path with warning signs. Others have left Christmas decorations behind. And a few benches seem to have been turned into memorials for the departed.

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There’s enough snow here for skiing and snowshoeing, although Google Earth’s satellite imagery still thinks it’s summer. There weren’t many people using the park today, though: a few pedestrians and dog walkers, and about as many skiers and snowshoers. The ice rink in the rowing club’s parking lot was empty. But there were kids tobogganing on the hill–the only one in the city–and someone left a snow angel behind.

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My camera is acting up. The little doors that cover the lens are getting stuck, and frost got on the lens as a result, blurring some of my photographs. I guess I’ll have to take it in for a repair.

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When I walk in the winter, I often fantasize about walking the Camino Francés in winter. I think about what that might be like: the challenges of finding the path when there’s snow, of drying wet walking clothes in underheated albergues, of getting enough to eat and drink in nearly deserted villages. It would be difficult, but I think it would be rewarding, too. And people make that walk every winter, so clearly it can be done. I wonder if my friends Geoff and Neil would be interested in a February adventure some time. I’ll have to ask.